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Women’s Studies 101


2011
01.24

This morning, over breakfast, Charles stuck his tongue out at the kids (luckily he wasn’t eating breakfast yet) and the kids cracked up.  And Rose said only babies stuck their tongues out and Daddy was a man.  And Dillon said sometimes girls stuck their tongues out and that was kind of immature behavior.

And I said, “Be careful ascribing behaviors to boys or girls.  It is almost never okay.  The only  example I can think of where it is ever okay is-”

Charles interrupts “Peeing!”

I continue, “The only two examples I can think of where it is ever okay are peeing and the role in reproduction.  What you are doing is called stereotyping, and that is pretty dangerous behavior.  People have been using stereotyping to keep each other down pretty much forever.”

And we proceed to have a great discussion about gender stereotyping, and self-fulfilling prophecies, and institutional discrimination.  (Using more of the concepts and less of the jargon.)  I was thrilled at how much D understood, though I shouldn’t have been since I am sure these are things they talk about – at least a little bit – at school.  He especially understood when we talked about how these expectations for behavior hurt boys.  He’s a sensitive kid and he knows it, and I am sure he’s been made fun of for crying or whatever.

I am constantly amazed at how big my kids are getting, how much they understand, and what they are capable of.  They are brilliant and beautiful and I am grateful for them every day.

Ok – have to de-sapify this post a bit so here’s a dose of parental reality and levity.  D stayed home sick today, and I’ve missed a lot of work lately due to kid-related illness, doctor’s appointments, or whatever, so I brought him in to my work and he laid on my office floor in a sleeping bag (mostly playing DS and iPad and reading) while I worked.  And he was great, aside from trying to talk my ear off about his pokemon, requiring a gentle reminder now and again that I actually did need to get some work done.  But the challenge was when he had to pee.  My office is in a big corporate building, with a shared restroom.  So I walk him down to the men’s room and wait outside the door.  For a really long time.  And just when I am beginning to worry about him, a guy goes into the restroom.  Then I wonder if I should have stopped the guy and asked him to find out if D fell in or something.  But this was a total stranger and didn’t even necessarily work in the building.  And then I start to worry even more.  Just when I am about to find someone to fish my kid out of the bathroom, he comes out.  I am sure he was just playing with the automatic sinks and soap and stuff, but it was more harrowing than a trip to the restroom ought to be.

Awake


2011
01.14

So, we are having a little trouble with Dillon.  He’s waking up in the middle of the night.  “Don’t worry about it,” you say, “a lot of kids do that!”

I don’t have statistically reliable data on this, but my guess is that not as many kids wake up in the middle of the night and then STAY up.  The first time it happened was over Christmas break.  He has a little reading light next to his bed, and one morning I go in and think – “Hmmm.  Looks like he forgot to turn off his reading light last night.  Oh well.”  I proceed to shut off the light and let him sleep in.

A few days later, same scene, but it is a school day and I wake him.  As I am pulling back the covers I discover Jules Verne’s “Journey to the Center of the Earth” (one of his Christmas presents) which he has completed – he was only about halfway through the night before.  So Charles has a serious talk about responsibility and trust and whatever, and D promises not to do it again.

But then he does, and a couple of days later I find the light on in the morning, a book in his bed.  And so – Consequences.  No more reading light.

Only yesterday, when I go in in the morning and pull back the covers, I find his Nintendo DS under there.  So now – More Consequences.  He isn’t really allowed to play it during the week anyway, but I take it away for seven days.  And we’ll see where it goes again.  His Aunt Kate advised him to be sneakier.  But really, he’s an unhappy zombie the next day anyway so I just want him to get a decent night’s sleep.

Though I can totally understand the inclination to stay up all night to finish a book as I’ve done that a few times myself.  I just hate taking stuff away and am hoping I am not teaching the wrong lesson.

Blah Blah Blag


2011
01.06

So, my husband said that if I couldn’t come up with something to write about weekly, I should “DO MORE!!! Be a better, more interesting person!”  If that sounds harsh, you must not have ever met my husband or read his buzz to me on the subject.

I feel like I do a lot.  Though I don’t always have things to write about, and I am feeling more limited than ever on that front.  I’ve been thinking a lot about this whole internet fad.  When I started this blog five (FIVE??) years ago, the whole face of the intertubes was different.  Things were less connected.  I wasn’t super concerned about people finding my blog in the sea of content (though Charles always was, hence no pictures of the kids really appear here).  And I guess I still don’t really care about potential employers or my insurance company or whatever finding content on my blog and affecting their perception of me.  I feel like I represent myself pretty honestly in person and via this vehicle here.

However, as D reaches the age where he browses the internet himself, and his friends are more likely to do so, I worry a bit about the online presence I am creating for him and for Rose.  I have been telling their stories, not particularly sure that anyone was listening, and as much for my own enjoyment and to preserve these memories that crack me up or bring nostalgic tears to my eyes.  Life with kids passes so quickly, and it may sound trite, but there are so many moments that I just want to press into a scrapbook the minute they occur.  Way too many times, I forget the specific thing that they said that made me laugh or whatever before I make it to my computer to write them down, and they are lost forever.  I actually printed all my early blog posts into a book, and published them so that I’d have them in the off chance an EMP destroys the webernets or the machines rise or something.

But, I’ve been wondering if it is really fair to the kids for me to put their stories out there in this way.  Is some kid going to Google Dillon in sixth grade and discover an embarrassing story about how D’s reading outpaces his pronunciation, so I am constantly realizing that he’s using a word (perilous) and pronouncing it (per-ILL-us) in a new way?  Or my worries about the political and social implications of giving Rose a short haircut?  [Disclosure: Not sure I ever wrote those blog posts, but you get the idea.]

Anyway.  Just something I’ve been thinking about.  Maybe it isn’t that I am not an interesting person, maybe my blog is changing.  And it has, over the past five years, morphed from a way to communicate with the family about an adoption in progress to random thoughts about being a mom and experiences with my kids.  Not sure where I’ll go from here, and probably wont stop posting about my kids entirely, but I think I am a pretty decent person.  But I am happy to take ideas from anyone who might read this on how I could be a more interesting person.

Easy Reader


2010
06.11

So, today we went to the library and got some books that Rose and I can read together (I read a page, she reads a page). She found the Littlest Pet Shop version of Cinderella. I wasn’t aware these things were anything but toys, but definitely wouldn’t recommend them for their literary chops.

First of all – they are dogs and cats, so how is there any question about which dog it is that the prince has danced with? They don’t wear clothes (aside from collars and a tiara or crown)! Also, instead of the glass slipper it is a muddy pawprint…

But Rose did a lovely job with her portion of the reading, outside of saying “PrinK” instead of getting the “s” sound in prince. She’s making great progress, though.